lee seng

Ghost of me

2010-02-21T08:05:00.000-08:00

It's been awhile since i blogged.Having fun after Os haha.I didnt do as well as what i expected it to be,but it's a little late to regret now isn't it?

Trying to quit smoking,eat lesser?

Hard isnt it?Cant really control my emotions these few days.Angry with the future,Sad with the past,Confused about the present

My last stand.

2009-09-21T08:09:00.000-07:00

Hey people..Its the last stretch,Final phrase blablabla ''O'' lvls are creeping up on us as i type..
umm im gonna MIA from game and school for a period of time until O lvls end..Yup hehe and
Im gonna try to lose weight.yeah...Tution will be on monday to saturday.If u wanna hang out with me maybe on sundays:) Change my ways i hope.Its a major crossroad in my life.I wanna make it big in life.So better get good O lvls results

Im sorry=(

2009-09-21T08:06:00.000-07:00

Hey xxxx xxxx im sorry if you think that i meant it that way...
Im just plain blunt n im clumsy n i dont really know how to express myself
so maybe thats y u think im trying to imply that you...
Im very very sorry about what i said=( please forgive me=(

i put on so much freaking weight!!! TIME TO LOSE IT lolx

2009-07-02T04:49:00.001-07:00

HeyHey! its been a long time since i blogged:/ school was like hell every freaking day got test...reach home like at 1030 =-= leave house at like 650 this is nuts man
i feel like shit nowadays...
whats happening man=/

im tired im sad im lonely=/
losing weight is so hard cuz my input is crazy=-=
bb

should i make my blog a public 1?

This may never start we could fall apart,and i will be ur memory

2009-06-08T20:41:00.000-07:00

Hello:) woke up with a shock today i tot today got amaths..den panic called aji call sharlene..aji never answer..sharlene is like still slping...SO SORRY!!! haha
went back to sleep until 1030 den woke up use com...Might be going out with joel later..hope more ppl tag along~ haha!

I might be waiting for you but your like a million miles away from me..
Guess is time to move on~=)
will blog about what i shop later:)

Now im hopeless~~

2009-06-08T07:52:00.000-07:00

Today didnt join my class outing T_T i went to see my 3rd bro instead~met joel
went to bring food for my mum.ate lunch with joel
He was warded in SGH now..for his opt~
Me n joel went out today to buy things~ lol tmr is joel turn to shop~
buy my new shoes
so cool!! xD
ate dinner with joel at fish n co.
sooo full...
Met deb n jerome on the way home..
came home feeling like crap=-=
my grandmother is driving me nuts
really wanted to go sentosa...=/hais

I need you I want you but i dont wanna hurt you

2009-05-29T10:31:00.000-07:00

HeyHey:) today i got up and had a tummy ache=/ seems like i ate wrong food
anyway went to meet Janice Mandy leon n chew for lunch.
Went to leon house to have chicken chop from loyang point.
was good.but still hungry lol
Went to fly kite after that:) had loads of fun.didnt know da 1 dollar kite can fly so high hahaha.
But hor
THE SUN IS BURNING ME MAN...I CAN REALLY COOK 10 EGGS on the ground.
after that it cool down a little haha
Went to eat dinner at hong kong cafe.
wanted to buy shoes but didnt get any.
Ate cottage waffles.
went home.

YESTERDAY
SCS rocks
student councillor commendation=/
ps if wrong spelling
english just pass lol
arhhh where was i?
oh after the whole thing we took loads of photos n played volleyball n bosaball
FUN SHIT MAN LOL

Is it love is it Crush?Or it's just a phrase.

2009-05-26T08:11:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOOOOOO
I JUST SCREWED MY MID YEARS BADLY =(
WHY WHY WHY when i have forgotten about you and you just have to pop back in again.TELL ME WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY
anyway i went to extract my wisdom tooth le.It wasnt 1 hr of pain.
It was HELL MAN I CANT EFFING EAT PROPERLY FOR THE 1ST 2 DAYS
3 rd day starting to eat better le.
Want lose weight but my mouth says otherwise..
Cutted my hair already.Looks so much better now .I think.
O lvls chinese in a few days time
Never seen me chiong so much for chinese sia.lol
LETS DO IT
ONE MORE TRY!

i dunno who to listen to anymore.

Fustrated,Stressed,Angry,Sad

2009-05-01T10:22:00.000-07:00

Series of events that happen on friday
No idea why i had a nightmare last night...Dreamt of people that i care about AFTER MY LIFE!!!
then woke up when they about to kill me...Ate breakfast went online and played Blackshot..
Ranked up hehe...then the funny part comes le...I went home yesterday with my wallet...and left it on my computer table...then this afternoon...GOT PEOPLE FIND MY WALLET!all my money that i didnt hide went missing....heng i HID my big notes.. lol.. after that i was on msn talking to the bunch i going out with....blablabla messy haywire....
Went out in the end at 230pm with chew janice leon and glenn...
went to town just for CHEW:) to get his ipod.then sarah came around 4pm?
and she bought her ah lianzzzz cap hahaha..sarah and glenn left afterwards...didnt join us for badminton.
We then went to leon's house and collect his racket and valerie
Thanks leons and valerie's mum for sending us there:D
we den join raj greg and sharkyyy:D
played badminton and table tennis
after that we left...
me n chew n valerie left 1st...
we saw a kitten...so cute sia...but its always afraid of me...
send both of them home in a cab...and then buy kfc for dinner
came home and feeling tired now....

Loves:)

Failed .....Secondary?Feels like it

2009-04-30T10:19:00.000-07:00

Today sucks so bad....school was boring...Had no energy to pay attention..
POA dont even understand wth the teacher teaching...teach like skiming through the chapter=-=
Went home to change and went for sport heats..Had shotput.. threw 8.31m...WAS 1st n became SECOND...due to my carelessness... sucks so badly=/ went for tution blablabla...MADE ME WAIT 1/2 HR FOR NOTHING!!!!=-= i dont really feel like doing anything now..so tired n burned out.
I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE

Can we bring yesterday back around?

2009-04-27T03:04:00.000-07:00

I need more sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cant sleep well these few days..even though i slpt like a pig for 12 hrs straight HAHA
God i need to work out..Just signed up for Shotput..Hope can get top..gonna train for 2 days straight..haha
Need to pump up this arm with air then can throw further hehehe x)
Today in school
Poa was plain boring....
phy was killer=-=
blablabla
Recess:FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD:DDDDDDDDDDDDD
hahahahah i ate quite alot=x must eat more cuz after tuesday 6pm i cant eat le=/
Will be suffering in pain
after that was chem
CHEM was goooood we went to air-con rm haha(Dunno how spell =x)
after that was geog..Talk as usual
Power THREADS XD
maths was so-so drawing graph=/
English we was like wasting our time away
with all the 5a 5b talk=-=
Must be united blablabla must be motivated to study
yadadadad and pls it aint really abt 5a 5b. Is abt certain ppl in 5a n 5b that r not happy with each other.So why drag us in=-= i find the talk retarded.remidal was !!!! TIRED
went home after english remidal and i kinda tired haha
I dont really care about whats going on anymore:l

take care =/

Where are you? Are you even real?

2009-04-26T01:58:00.000-07:00

Hey=/ forcing myself to blog now..Yesterday had tution...after tution i went home to change n go to church..And when i went to church..it was just a plain old routine?Aint anything new anymore.Service was so-so i think i might have fallen asleep when he ask us to pray...
party was worst=-= so boring till i cant take it i left+ i had headache...
I think i wanna work hard to go overseas to study:/
Dont think its worth staying here anymore lol
Start afresh

Today
Woke up 1st thing mum ask me take a look at her com -____-
retarded right...waited till father woke up then we went out for lunch at usual place
Father ordered too much food and had to take away lol.
Played a few games and here i am blogging...
Heard that i can move in abt 1 1/2 months time...haha

Sick

2009-04-23T23:28:00.000-07:00

Woke up feeling like crap..=-= didnt go to sch as i was really giddy.
slept all the way till 1pm.den mum ask me help her fix her com=-=
Retarded..exams are nearing feeling stressed out...anyway...
i going see dentist later..Having problems with my wisdom teeth..Maybe
put bracers on haha..Yesterday went walking around in Tampines 1 ,TM and CS
still cant find wad i need to buy.=/

cya.

2.4 failed OMG

2009-04-22T07:48:00.000-07:00

omg man i cant believe that my nightmare coming true T_T i failed 2.4 by 40 secs...well it was near my nightmare right?...My timing was 14:22. felt like crap the whole day la...giddy.went to class feeling like crapT_T recess den Mr k period. MR k scolded neo for calling aji black shi* rofl.and he screamed blablabla...den MR K taunt us saying that 5A say u guys cant do it...So we made a statement today.THEY ARE DECLARING WAR WITH US.WE WILL CRUSH EVERYONE.Not physically but in terms of everything...I hope our classmates wakes up..eps those students which makes alot of noises in class..During this time when we all making so much noise...Leon was really really really quiet HAHA.I made up my mind.
I am gonna score under 10 points for O lvls.!
For L1R5
oh yeah

just for ur info i have not been _______ since the day i promise u le:)

Loves:)

Tooth in pain But my day is brighter thx to u:)

2009-04-20T04:11:00.000-07:00

THX SHARLENE!!!! for Helping me with the photos n tagboard:)
Today was tiring...I decided to change for the better=/
im having a toothache as my wisom tooth is trying to grow out?
and lessons was boring as usual..POA had test again...Phy
was plain crap.Tmr got PHY test=-=
and after that chem was so-so
Geo was boring.english was CRAP=/
dont ask me why
ORAL IS LIKE !?!??!!
I kinda screwed up my oral T_T
i speak mono-tone????
anyway after i came home im tired=/ try to sleep but cant
so here i am blogging.
im going to study soon....
Oh yah totally forget abt 1 thing.
Last night i dreamt of 2.4 run.
I failed by 40 secs LOL
crap right?
and O lvls
guess what i got?
13 points.
not sure for how many subject though...
But i know 1 thing..
IM AFRAID I WILL DO BADLY FOR Os.

Loves:)

Do you enjoy being hurt?

2009-04-19T02:16:00.000-07:00

Hey all:D it's been a long time haha i haven been blogging for quite awhile so i decided to create a new one..

Deleted the old one already.
Im feeling abit tired of the daily routine i am doing...
going school get scolded come home get nagged..
attempted to lose weight but it seems impossible.
Then this sat went to buy a bass,
a black bass
Looks good,well to me it does look good=/
Asked a question to a christian.
Do you believe god exist?
guess whats the reply...
Yes im sure he exists.I have seen miracles happen before.
then my reply to that person is..
I Never saw a miracle with my own eyes.Prayers went away unanswered so
God isnt real to me.
then i made a bet with that christian
If...U can make God Appear in my dreams
Or prove to me God is real in a week.
I will change for the better.
Im ashamed to call myself a chirstian when im not even one
Its just a name,
I really need to control my temper.It's getting bad to worst=/
april is coming and i haven even started studying.
My dad told me,If i didnt make it to JC.
U can go to NS already and i will send u to overseas to study..
so...i die die also cannot take poly route if i want to stay in singapore.
And i saw my new house..its pretty small compare to some other people...
well im glad that i got my own rm and a personal toilet xD
Tmrs monday...sch starts...i dont even wanna go back to sch=/ ARGHHHHH

loves.