Sunday, April 19, 2009

Do you enjoy being hurt?

Hey all:D it's been a long time haha i haven been blogging for quite awhile so i decided to create a new one..
Deleted the old one already.
Im feeling abit tired of the daily routine i am doing...
going school get scolded come home get nagged..
attempted to lose weight but it seems impossible.
Then this sat went to buy a bass,
a black bass
Looks good,well to me it does look good=/
Asked a question to a christian.
Do you believe god exist?
guess whats the reply...
Yes im sure he exists.I have seen miracles happen before.
then my reply to that person is..
I Never saw a miracle with my own eyes.Prayers went away unanswered so
God isnt real to me.
then i made a bet with that christian
If...U can make God Appear in my dreams
Or prove to me God is real in a week.
I will change for the better.
Im ashamed to call myself a chirstian when im not even one
Its just a name,
I really need to control my temper.It's getting bad to worst=/
april is coming and i haven even started studying.
My dad told me,If i didnt make it to JC.
U can go to NS already and i will send u to overseas to study..
so...i die die also cannot take poly route if i want to stay in singapore.
And i saw my new house..its pretty small compare to some other people...
well im glad that i got my own rm and a personal toilet xD
Tmrs monday...sch starts...i dont even wanna go back to sch=/ ARGHHHHH



loves.

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